Monday, March 30, 2009

I Want to be Happy

I read, after watching the series and the phrase never caught on, well that was till I was roaming around the internet that I came across this, by Lucas Scott on ‘One Tree Hill’ he said; “Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be”.

I cannot remember the last time I let myself be happy. Without worrying about time, others, how much, how long? There’s always something nagging, some reason why I just can’t let go and just be. But all I want is to be happy. Problem I have been worrying left right and centre that I cannot remember what it feels like to relax.
If it’s the last thing I do, I’ll remember how to.

I just hope I will not be alone and that it will not be too late. On the same show, someone else said, ‘Many people die with music still in them. Why it that so? Too often, it’s because they are always getting ready to live. Before they know it, time’s run out’

The last thing I would want is for time to run out on me. I just want to be happy. I'm the only thing in my way, huh? Before it's too late, i'm off on a be-happy tour. You're welcome to tag along.